FIRSTs at 40...
When I turned 40 last Feb... I was a little Incredibly Disappointed. OPRAH .. PROMISED life would get BETTER after 40... The day after my 40th birthday.. I was thinking OPRAH was a BIG LIAR.. Better? my ASS.. - I was miserable.... But as the days,rolled into weeks... my life started to change... FOR THE BETTER... I remember a few years back(38), thinking that " this is it..." sigh.. might as well give it up... I was feeling OLD & DUMPY.. INVISABLE I was stuck in a dead-end job, wearing comfortable shoes..... doing the same shit.. week in, week out... No longer felt like anything more than a mom & a wife... I had lost my mojo.. & didn't think I would be able to get it back.... but somehow.. someway... I did.. I have gotten my MOJO back... Or at least I am working on it.. and wondering if 40 REALLY is the new 30? Instead of dwelling on my glory days... I am pretty sure I have many more AWESOME experiences ahead of me... I am learning...