As y'all know I was having a wee bit of a problem with HOMESICKNESS today... I H A T E.. being away from my family for the holidays.. It is hard to believe I am a woman pushing 40, with kids of her own, when I go on & on & on about how much I miss my mom & dad, sisters & brother. It has been 3 years since I have been home for Christmas. Sure, I was home in Sept. but my family is scattered all over the US...Roanoke, Kansas City, Houston... (not counting the cousins & rest of the lot...) So the chance of me being able to see everyone is almost impossible... if I'm not home over a holiday or a wedding. Because of my HS class reunion & both of my parents turning 70 within the next couple of years, the chance of my getting the kids home to the US for Christmas within the next 3 years is next to impossible... When I said that out loud today...not being home for Christmas for SIX years... I.fell.apart. Eva is going to be 8-9 before I get her back...no longer...